Canary Song

I sit alone with my thoughts, as the world and people around me move. To this I am oblivious, lost as I wonder.
I know it’s too late to change the outcome. But I still can’t forget. Things didn’t go well or how my heart desired. I can’t change the effects our words have caused or the pain and confusion of our parting. It still bothers me, more than I wish to elaborate or even comprehend.
How did I get here, when all I wanted was friendship. It seems we were both unprepared to explore our situation. And now we are intimate strangers.
I think of you more than I should. I deleted all our correspondences. I didn’t want to read and relive the emotions or shed the tears they would bring. And as time passes conversations we had begin to blur. But my heart still skips a beat when I hear your name. Like a canary singing a song lost forgotten, it sings from memory.

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About Lulu

I take pleasure in the simplest of things. But most of all I enjoy the stillness, there is so much I feel in it.
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